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Deep Sange
Dick Causton, UKE July 1985
"Sincere repentance will eradicate
even immutable karma, to say nothing of karma which is mutable" ('On prolonging
life', M.W. Vol. 1, p.229)
What does Sanae really mean? Most
people would answer, "It means apologising to the Gohonzon". "But
apologising to whom and to what?" we reasonably reply. "After all,
Gohonzon isn't God, so why should I have to apologise, especially if it is for
something I did in a past life which I don't even know about? Sounds like confession!"
Yet the Gosho persists: "Even with small slanders, the Konichibo Gosho
reads "if you do not do sange you cannot avoid falling into the evil paths.
But even if you committed heavy slander, if you do sange then you can expiate
your sins". (Gosho Zenshu p.926) Whilst the Gosho Reply to Ota Nyudo declares:
"The Nirvana Sutra, referring to the Lotus Sutra states, 'Even slander
of the True Law will be eradicated if one repents and professes faith in the
True Law
He should devote himself to the True Law, because no other teaching
can save and protect him'." (M.W. Vol.2, p.250)
What then, does sange truly mean
and how can we actually do it, deep in our lives?
Those who have felt that sange sounds like confession can certainly be fully
excused for their misconceptions, for sange, a word used in ancient Buddhist
scriptures, was adopted much later in history by Christian missionaries in Japan
as meaning "to regret past sins and confess them to a priest or God".
It is not surprising therefore, that for us born into the Christian tradition
in the West, sange can easily be misinterpreted. The original Buddhist definition
of this word however, is totally different. It is contained in the "Bodhisattva
Fugen Sutra" and reads as follows: "If you wish to do sange sit upright
and meditate on the true entity of life". This is further defined in Buddhist
terms as "pondering the cause of your past slander and sin due to your
ignorance and illusions about life. Thus by realising the true aspect of your
life and revealing your Buddha wisdom, you can then do sange".
In other words, rather than apology, sange is to recognise with your whole heart
and with inevitable regret, that your present suffering is due to an inherent
cause in your life, which not only led you to slander the Gohonzon in your past
lives but also continues to cause you to do so in this life. In this context,
to understand the true meaning of sange it is necessary to appreciate three
important points:
A. That Buddhism explains in the Ten Factors of Life that the Law of
Cause and Effect manifests itself in four different ways. They are Noyze-in,
Noyze-en, Noyze-ka and Nyoze-ho - the inherent cause, the external cause,
the latent effect and the manifest effect.
As an example of this, if you stir what looks like a glass of pure water with
a spoon and it becomes murky, the cause of its murkiness is not the spoon (which
is the external cause) but the fact that there is dirt in the water (inherent
cause). Thus what Buddhism is concerned with is not the spoon but the dirt in
the water, which is our unhappy karma. From this it becomes clear, that it doesn't
matter in the least what we actually did in the past, i.e., the external cause
- hating someone or stopping someone from practising; what matters is the inherent
cause which made us behave like this, because this same inherent cause may still
exist deep in our life and therefore is causing us suffering now.
B. Slandering the Law is not only speaking against Buddhism, hating someone,
preventing
someone from practising or causing disunity amongst members, even though these
may be some of the most evil forms. Slander is in fact any action which involves
disrespect for life.
Thus pollution, injustice, misusing another person's possessions or money and
of course, murder or other criminal acts, are all slander. Even to misuse one's
body by eating and drinking too much is slander. Because we all possess the
six lower worlds, especially the Three Evil Paths in our lives, we cannot, in
fact, help committing small slanders even when we are practising, which is one
of the main reasons why 'practise like flowing water' is so important; thereby
we continually make great causes which offset our inadvertent slander.
C. Whereas there can be a myriad different forms of external causes
of slandering the Law
and it is usually quite impossible and indeed, truly unnecessary and undesirable
to try to imagine which particular ones we committed in the past, the inherent
cause is in fact, unbelievably simple and fundamental. It is one of the Three
Poisons which beset our lives and every other human life in this world.
In other words, it is either greed, anger or ignorance of the true meaning and
nature of life itself; that ignorance which breeds not only blind stupidity
but fear - especially fear for the unknown.
Why should we suffer from greed or
anger or fear? There is only one answer isn't there? We are greedy and try to
grab all we can in this life; we manifest anger in the form of arrogance or
contempt because we wish to wield power; we are fearful and lack confidence
in ourselves erecting barriers and screens to hide our true nature - only because
we doubt (in other words, slander) the unlimited power of the Gohonzon and especially
that it exists nowhere else but in ourselves.
If we knew without a shadow of a doubt that the Gohonzon - the Buddha state,
source of all courage, wisdom, compassion and good fortune - shone within us,
anger, greed and ignorance or fear would naturally be overcome and with them,
the sufferings we are undergoing because of them.
This is exactly as the Lotus Sutra declared: "If you wish to do sange,
sit upright and meditate on the true entity of life, and all your offences will
vanish like frost and dewdrops in the sunlight of enlightened wisdom".
The true entity of life is of course, the Gohonzon or Nam-myoho-renge-kyo.
Perhaps it is now becoming clear
that deep sange is the process of:
- "Pondering the true aspect of our lives" in our daimoku, realizing
that the only possible cause which can have the effect of preventing us from
seeing our Buddha nature at work must always be past slander.
- Realising that this same inherent cause still exists in our life today because
we were born with it as part of our karma having failed to overcome it in our
previous lives, thus perpetuating this suffering.
- Recognising that the only way to overcome the effects of this poison is to
struggle to fully trust the Gohonzon and bring ourselves to realise above all,
that the Buddha nature actually exists in us. In other words to understand what
is meant by the words in the Gosho: "Abutsubo is the Treasure Tower itself
and the Treasure Tower is Abutsubo himself". (M.W. Vol.1, p.30)
- Through this recognition of the true cause of our sufferings, to regret our
arrogance and ignorance with our whole hearts. This very act of deeply regretting
is a quite natural and spontaneous reaction to our discovery that our sufferings
are due to nothing else but slandering the Gohonzon and the teachings of Nichiren
Daishonin.
- Determining with a deep sense of gratitude for the good fortune which has
led us to the Gohonzon in this life, to work for kosen rufu wholeheartedly exactly
as the Buddha taught from now on, in order to feel and realise the full power
of the Gohonzon; at the same time, asking for actual proof of the Buddha nature
working in us where previously we slandered and doubted.
- Through this actual proof, freeing our Buddha nature from the awful constrictions
of our slander and doubts thereby finding true and lasting joy in life and in
the limitless power of the Gohozon.
This is the process often described as "reflection, repentance, appreciation,
determination and devoted practice which is called zange".
Thus true Buddhism with its brilliant
light, penetrates beyond the surface matters and external causes, to the depths
of life - to the very source of our agony - turning sufferings into enlightenment
and poison into good medicine - as we determinedly chant daimoku, not with lingering
guilt but with the resolve that we should at least feel and realise that the
Buddha state is actively working in our lives. As we do so the ignorance on
which greed, anger and fear have fed themselves for so long, disappears as our
faith grows stronger and we become free.
"If the Japanese repent, they
will be like King Ajatashatru who became a devout follower of Buddhism, thereby
curing his own leprosy and prolonging his life by forty years. Like Ajatashatru,
they will profess faith in spite of their earlier disbelief, and awaken to the
eternity of life". (M.W. Vol.1, p.154)
It is of course, valuable to do a form of sange every day during gongyo, expressing
our sincere regret for any slander we have committed, knowingly or unknowingly,
in the past. Needless to say, this should be heartfelt, not automatic and should
always be followed by our fresh determinations to fulfil the Buddha's will for
kosen rufu.
However it is important we realise that this is not deep sange as described
in this article. This is a most profound experience in that it is directed towards
a particular aspect of our karma and brings about a radical change in our lives,
through the actual proof of our Buddha nature at work in an area in which we
have never seen it in action before. Indeed it is this actual proof living vividly
in our minds that will prevent this tendency to slander from taking control
of our minds again.
We may need to do such a deep sange
again to change our karma in some other area of our lives but it is unlikely
to be something we could achieve every day. For to achieve such a deep and specific
sange is usually a struggle over a period of time to bring the reality of the
fact that one is a slanderer from just a passing thought or theory in our minds,
to a reality which fills our whole lives with deep regret, gratitude for having
the Gohonzon and determination to work for kosen rufu as we have never worked
before. Once achieved it is as if the bars of a prison in which we have been
incarcerated for as long as we can remember, have suddenly fallen away.
Mr. Satorno Izumi, vice-president
of the Soka Gakkai, who wrote Guidelines in Faith and has practised for over
fifty years, once said, as an example, that if you stole a watch twenty years
ago, you are bound at some point to feel really sorry for this when you are
in front of the Gohonzon and express your sincere regret whilst chanting daimoku.
However this is not necessarily a deep and specific sange aimed at rooting out
the inherent cause for stealing. Such a deep sange is a total realisation of
the way in which you have hurt that person's life as well as your own, followed
by an overwhelming desire to give him ten thousand gold watches if you could
only do so, in order to overcome the sufferings which you now realise the inherent
cause for this action has brought to you in this and many other different ways
throughout your life.
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